I am embarking on a new Journey...one of HEALING and RENEWAL. Several people have advised me to find a way to manage stress and one of those ways is to Journal. So, since I spend a lot of time on the computer daily. I thought I would use my blog to do so. I have also been inspired by reading other blogs to share my experiences, emotions, and depths of my heart. And maybe though this process I will receive the healing I need by getting my thoughts out and putting them on paper or in this case "screen" and maybe encourage and help someone else along the way as well.
This is very new territory for me. I am normally a closed book and don't like for people to know what I am dealing with. However, that method is not working me so I am open to something new. I am slowly learning that in order to heal you have to not only relie on God but be able to lean on others and learn from their experiences. I feel that God has placed this endeavor on my heart, so let the HEALING process begin!
Now, where to start.....
There is so much going on in my life right now. Two of the biggies are Health and Infertility. These things trouble my heart and sometimes leave me feeling alone, confused, and lost. I know God is calling me to hand them over to him but I don't know how to fully let go and let God have it. Every time I get ready to hand it over or feel okay with everything something happens and the cycle starts all over again. How do I stop the cycle? How do I completely let go, let God have it, and not try to take it back?
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